Gathering

Today I Had A Great Gathering With My Old School Mates. They Are Doing Fine And Still Much More Energetic Then Before, Glad They Are. Chit-Chatting, Joking, Poking, Teasing, It Was Really Fun With Them. I Hope We Can Hold Every Month. Listen To My Best Friend Life Fortune Telling, I Was Shock That All Are Right About Me.. But I Know Myself Having This Personality And I Hate It Much, But In The Same Time, I Love It Too. To Be Relax Of Everything And Take Things Slowly. I Really Hate It But Still Love It, Really Making Me Wanna Burst My Own. And About The Girl I Like, My Best Friend Say Her Heart Wont Open To Anyone So No One Will Understand Her, But I Somehow Understand Her, I Knew Her Personality Very Well Since We Knew Each Other Five Years. I Know I Cant Change Her Personality, Thought I Was Always Hope She Will Change One Day. Things That I Really Felt Defeated Is That We Are Not A Good Match By Chance It Will Be The Best Match, If I Change Mine Personality First. I Know Its My Fault, Being Too Nice And In The Same Time Too Lack Of Confidence, But This Is Why I Like To Be A Standby. Watch And Read The Atmosphere Between People That Surrounding Me. Even Being Inside, I Dont Mind Getting Hurt To Learn About People. This Is My Kindness And Also My Cruelness, Considerate And Same Time Inconsiderate. That Is Why, I Need Change Myself Even A Bit, I Just Hope She Will Come Back, I Want To Confidence Her That She Is Better Than Me In A Real Mean. Please, And Please Remember What I Said To You Before, Those Good Meaning Word That I Really Mean It. You Are Cleaver But You Always Use It In A Wrong Way.